i think im brave.. i plucked up the courage to tell my mum last night directly that im gna apply for a scholarship and go overseas and study.. and hopefully when i grow older i wna emigrate to other countries like japan/USA/aust/hawaii.......

obviously she's against it.. but i really dont see much prospects study in a local uni.. i believe all those who have went overseas and visited the uni.. whether in aust or USA.. prolly realise how s'pore uni pale so so so MUCH in comparison as compared to those uni.. and i know it's impossible to get a medicine scholarship.. so maybe i will major in human biology.. then i will go on to take medicine aft that i guess.. i wld love to broaden my horizons and learn to work part-time and study..

so irritating... singapore's weather is fcking hot these few days.. i felt like i was baking in a hot oven yesterday during trng.. and cos of the medicine given by the dermatologist.. my face felt like it was carry out exothermic reaction.. like a sizzling hot pan plus some acidic feeling that stings your face...

okay.. i need chin remedial!AH!